I don´t believe in loneliness, do you?

Our love was like Mulder and Scully´s... (you even looks like Scully, lol) so distant and near at the same time, forbidden feelings, forbidden moments of tenderness, sharing moments that just would have never exist, that we steel from live itself..., forbidden hapiness, forbidden memories... I remember your face, your green eyes gazing my very soul like I was bare in front of you, I remember our feelings, our calls, our messages in the wind... There was still so much to share, through lonely nights to make us as one, but the hope seems gone, this moments just vanish like dusk and the night of the soul forever froze my heart. To stand without knowing of you is so hard to bear, and through the night I feel close to you, you are so near from me but unreachable, and I bleed sorrow from my very soul... Those moments are my treasure, hugs, smiles, sights and eyes blinkings, you gave me so much light, might and reason to my wandering heart. I do know now you want to be far away from me not for you, not for us, but for your childs to wich your soul belong, I understand, I cope, but to live without you can´t even be called life and is just too hard to stand. Like fire loneliness and despair burn my soul, day by day, little by little the winter comes back frozing in times memories and feelings in my heart I guess I wasn´t capable to feel and live, but you make it happens. Love was when I was with you, and this love was so pure that it hurts... Our love was forbidden, our time was forbidden but will never be forgotten. I don´t believe in loneliness, and loneliness won´t be for ever, we´ll have our time again, will we have it in this lifetime?

And now, I stand alone and cry, oceans of tears, tears that hurts.... I know you´re missing me as much as I do, I know you want we had know each other long before, true love appears too late in our lifetime... What can I do, what can I say, sometimes all seems to have been already said, already fought, but I can just let go for I´m too involved now and my feeling are much too strong. I´ll wait you, forever wait our time... wait to believe in love once again. I hope there´s a bright future for us... made of love, made of light, made of embraces that fold the universe, made of glory and truth, I pray for that everyday of my life, for there´s hope, there´s light, there are dreams to be fulfilled, there are whishes to be granted and joys yet to be lived. I do not believe in loneliness...